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Archive for July, 2009

It’s so easy to smile, you just stretch a few muscles. It’s so much harder to mean it. So much harder to laugh and smile and joke when your heart is aching.
The loneliest feeling in the world is not being able to share how you feel with someone you love. The scariest feeling in the [...]

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In the space between dreams and reality my mind throws up memories I forgot I ever had. My sleep addled mind unearths them one by one, like so many pieces of sharp glass to step on. They come out of nowhere, forgotten but familiar, quietly menacing.
They are like warnings, these memories. A warning from me [...]

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So my blog is pretty much the deadest it’s ever been. Relationships aren’t exactly good for productivity and I’m pretty sure my readership is down to two. No matter, I never gave a damn about those things anyway.
What I do care about is that I used to get the urge to write almost everyday and [...]

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Fucking china fucking blocked fucking facebook.
fuck fuck fuck.
Damn country. I go out for dinner and come back and within an hour facebook is just gone!
So scared that your citizens will revolt then just ban the whole damn internet la!
fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck.

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Something about the end of semester flurry made me realise it.
I may not have as strong a base here in beijing as I perhaps would have liked, and maybe that’s my fault — ever aware of the possibility of loss I pushed everything and everyone away who did not make it a point to [...]

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