There is a tiny window of blogging opportunity where my proxy server seems to be functioning but I’m afraid it will close any moment.
So, this blog is pretty much dead, thanks to the great fucking firewall of china. I can access it once in a blue moon but I’m trying to decide whether to keep [...]
Archive for October, 2009
if i am lost for a day try to find me
Posted in cheer up emo kid! on October 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
am having a blah day.
In a way, it’s actually worse than having a bad day because at least with a bad day there is anger, drama, tears, possible throwing of heavy objects. A blah day is just…well…blah. A bad day can be rescued by a pint of ice cream — or my [...]
you are the reason that i still believe
Posted in cheer up emo kid! on October 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The thing is there is never a time when you will be more honest, when your convictions will be stronger, or your motives will be more pure than they are right now. Which means you should chase whatever excites you. Be confident, and take risks, and paint over my words so you can start writing [...]
right now he’s probably buying her some fruity li’l drink cos she can’t shoot whisky
Posted in wtf posts on October 9, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Passiveaggressivenotes.com
Perfect for when you wake up cranky and need release.
And what might make one cranky, you might ask? Noticing that in September 2009, one wrote a total of TWO, count ‘em, TWO blog posts.
What the hell is wrong with me.
the ephemera of every day
Posted in cheer up emo kid!, musings on October 8, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
A complete deprivation of good coffee and cigarettes has robbed me of my life energy. My limbs melt away into folds of softness, all the air seems to be sucked out of the room and I am left grasping weakly for inspiration that just won’t come.
As usual, the closer it gets to december, the more [...]
what the heart wants
Posted in goodbye melbourne on October 2, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I struggle with the concept of home.
Malaysia, Melbourne, Beijing. My mind spins. Each place means different things to me, differently loved but equally special. Only, they all have one thing in common — because I love them all, I can never love them completely.
Loving many people and many places means you are always missing someone [...]
